I'm hoping against mascara in my bag! But then I always hope against mascara. I've never liked it and refuse to wear it. For about fifteen years, aka from the time I was makeup-wearing age until she passed away, my mom would give tubes of it to me every Christmas in the hope that I would finally break down and start wearing it, but that never happened, and even with sub boxes sending me tubes of it every couple of months nowadays, I still can't bring myself to wear it. I'll undoubtedly attempt to swap it for a chunky dark eye shadow pencil, most likely in purple, green, or blue. I apparently prefer eye colors that make me look like I've got two fading black eyes if I am not super diligent when I remove it (even when I *think* I've done an excellent job of taking it off, I frequently wake up with smears under my eyes).
(This is going to be my first month with Ipsy. I had been wearing less than the bare minimum as far as makeup goes -- pretty much just lipstick and nail polish, and usually just nail polish most days -- for about four years after a traumatic move that included tossing out pretty much my entire makeup collection, but this has turned out to be the month when I'm finally getting back to my rocker roots and raccoon eyes, which means I need new eye liner/shadow. Hooray for swaps and that purple stila smudgestick I received in my January Birchbox even though I didn't think I would ever bother using it! I *really* want to return to my drop-$100-at-Sephora-and-Ulta-every-week ways, but that approach to purchasing was related to issues addressed by the traumatic move, so I decided that Ipsy would be a better way for me to get the regular new toys fix now while not spending tons of money. And if they send out different shades of things, hello, swaps! Neutrals are *not* for me, but I have recently been informed that neon turquoise metallic shadow is, much to my amazement.)