dragonwolf- thanks for your nice words.
i dont believe in destiny or fate, etc., but i do believe that someone will hire me eventually! this last job pays much less than all the others ive been trying for, so i figure that this place will be the one that ends up wanting me. lol. very good point about being turned down 3 times but being hired the fourth!
about fate- like i said before, i think waaaay too much. i often wonder where i would be if i had made some different choices about important things. i dont think that things would end up exactly the way they are no matter what, but i do wonder what path i would be on if some major things were different.
then again, say for instance, i almost hit a racoon crossing the road. if i had left my destination 30 seconds earlier, would that racoon still have crossed the road at the same point at the same time, and i wouldnt have had to slam on the brakes?
shoediva-
thank you. i hope you find something quickly with people you love just as much!